nothing wrong with your career path or you yourself. Your true value and light might have just not yet have been discovered by others. As for the job, I dunno because I'm an undergratuated students of chemistry and wished to be a good scientist. I know life won't just run smoothly as I want, but I hope to be treated as equal as I'm trying to be good to other people and my surroundings. never stop to be a good person, pleased yourself, then the closesct next, without concern about randoms. I know you may achieve something bigger in the future, so cheer up and I wish anything best for you!